Hi,
First post, no idea how to change user name. I appreciate that this isn't the right board but i know 'AIBU' gets the most traffic and i never get many replies in 'infertility' and cant remember my old log in details.
We've been TTC since September 2014. I've been on Clomid for 10 months (9 cycles in total). Ovulated on 3 of them (i think). No BFP to be seen.
At my last appointment in December i had a scan which confirmed that it was doing what it should be doing so there was no need to scan again on future cycles as i was now on the 'appropriate dose'.
I am on CD27 and i am certain that i am not pregnant again so anticipate that i'll be starting my 10th cycle of clomid in the next few days.
I have a meeting booked in with the fertility specialist in mid April. This appointment has been booked in "in the event that i haven't fallen pregnant by this point". I am receiving treatment on the NHS and i am frantic with worry now (admittedly the worry/stress seems to be worse at this point in the month) about what will happen during this meeting and that i will be told that there is no more that can be done on the NHS. Does anyone have any experience of what my options are likely to be?
I was convinced that it would have happened by now and now i am beyond despondent and feel really quite frantic and on the verge of a panic attack most days. I manage to keep on track mentally because i have to. I dont want to cause my DH and family any more worry and i have a reasonably stressful job which does not allow me to get bogged down too much if that makes sense.
Ultimately, i am really struggling with the 'unknown' and have no idea what the road ahead looks like and am beside myself with panic about the appointment in April.
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user1485282666 · 24/01/2017 18:41
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