I've not long returned from maternity leave (been back around 3 months) .
I've struggled at work this week - I've a long term condition which has flared up, I don't feel like I fit in and I've PMT.
I am miserable .
My colleagues are bitchy and exclusive - they'll only talk to me when they feel like it .
I've been in tears twice this week - my boss made me feel like a failure over something she has mis interpreted and has assumed I just couldn't be bothered to do the work . I've tried to explain and show her why the work wasn't done but for some reason she just will not accept it
I feel my mood is slipping and although I'm polite and friendly and will join in a joke where I can, I'm concious that my colleagues think I'm miserable and cold shouldered.
Some of this is down to the fact that I've heard the things they've said about me so I don't want to get too close .
I've returned from maternity and my cover has excelled at my role - she has even been promoted within our sector - something I have never been in line for . My cover is also the "Queen Bee".
My condition has meant that I've had to scale back on work load which has been handed over to my cover
I feel so deflated and redundant .
When my boss approached me today about the lack of work (or so she thought!) , I cried
I tried to explain but she wasn't interested and I couldn't get my words out so she assumed I was being rude .
I had a good relationship with her but all I've done is hidden away at my desk all day as I'm so defeated .
How can I deal with these feelings ready to re group?
I have to go in to work on Sunday and I'm dreading it .
I'm emotional (period due !) , feeling annoyed and hurt by my boss , feeling left behind in my role and feeling excluded from the team (some of it my own doing as I simply don't trust them).
Any advice ?
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Urrrggghhh AWFUL week at work - help me find my grip!
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BeezKneezCapz · 13/01/2017 16:34
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