Two years ago I had a job, I had savings, I was thin and attractive, men chatted me up, I was confident and funny. I had friends And I was happy.
Now I am a SAHM to my ds 22 month (who i love to bits!) I mean overweight, I have stretchmarks all over my body, I am on medication for depression, I have no job, no money of my own, no confidence. I feel so frumpy and low all the time. I miss how I was before. I think about taking out life insurance on myself and then ending It all. At least then
I will have provided for my son and
Dh can remarry and give ds the mummy he deserves
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Gem90 · 04/01/2017 00:51
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