I had an abortion 4 months ago. Thought it was the right idea at the time. Wasn't sure if my relationship was steady, etc. DP didn't want me to have the abortion but I went through it anyway.
4 months later and we're still together. We've blended our families and all us fling well. Both agrees abortion was a mistake so I came off the pill a montg ago. Got my period today.
My mum wanted to see Bridget Jones baby. I thought it would be safe lighthearted British bants. Instead it was an incredibly triggering sentimental mush of baby scans and bump feeling. I literally couldn't see it through to the end a day had to leave the cinema early. Thought I was about to have a panic attack.. Mum acted like she couldn't understand why I was so upset.
I texted DP and told him about the cinema experience. He acted equally confused at my upset. When I explained that I found it triggering he replied simply "ok".
I'm worried that this abortion is going to haunt me forever and I can't even see mainstream comedy films anymore. Also kama may result in me unable to be one pregnant again.
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GeordieBadgers · 27/09/2016 15:55
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