I start nightshift at 7pm om a hospital ward, finish at 7.15am. Work with perfectly pleasant colleagues (tonight anyway) and nightshift conditions aren't bad - 3 breaks, 1 twenty minutes and 2 forty five minutes. Patients all semi independant for once.
But I'm sitting biting my tongue and wanting to leave. I am feeling ill, but have been told if I take one more sick day I will get a formal warning and will seriously struggle to get employment in the future :(
There are colleagues who are nasty to me. I get sore with my shifts. I struggle with the 12 hours. And my boss has been off on secondment for a long time, she's coming back soon and she used to be horrible to me. I'm bloody petrified of her and don't want to work with her :(
Woke up vomiting but just carried on. Managed to eat a little bit and kept lucozade down.
I tried phoning my mum and started crying :( she's disabled and I always worry about her.
And I haven't even started work yet :(
Doctors won't sign me off as said if they do they dont think I would go back.
What the hell do I do? Last nightshift I did - 3 weeks ago - I paced around and around the grounds on my break trying to persuade myself to walk back in.
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To be holding back the tears at work already
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desperate16 · 05/09/2016 18:53
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