I already know that i am but I can't help it, I don't even know why I'm posting really. My sis is pregnant I knew & was delighted for her however, she went for her first scan today & has found out its twins. I'm still obviously delighted for her but I'm also insanely jealous & just want to cry.
We have been trying for years been through one failed round of ivf & have 2 blastocysts in the freezer to go again. This will be our final shot all our eggs are currently in the freezer waiting to be put into the one basket as it were. Twins is everything I've ever dreamed of my absolute best case scenario, obviously any baby would be amazing for us but twins really is my dream.
I know I'm a horrible person but I feel like she has everything I ever wanted & I just want to cry & cry. This is a rant more than anything because I know that I abu & a cow. thanks to anyone that read this far.
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pxmx · 05/05/2016 12:22
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