I'm 25, spent most of my life being agoraphobic/suffering with anxiety/depression/no friends/no job/never had a relationship.
I'm nc with my sister and have heard through my dad that she is getting married and wants me to come to the wedding in 3 years time. I cried and cried.
My sister is very popular so her wedding will be a big one, and I'll be the pathetic barren spinster sitting with my mum or dad wishing it was me.
I suppose the wedding invite is an olive branch (she was verbally abusive and told me I was a cunt) but I fear looking even more of a cunt if I don't go.
All I've ever wanted is to be a mum and be married, but my life is turning out exactly how I'd feared it would.
Who wants to bed in 3 years time i'll still be a barren spinster, but even more jaded and fucked up?
I can't make myself fertile, I can't make a man marry me, I can't make my mh issues go away. I can't make people like me, either.
I just feel so unlucky and angry, why me?
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FlowersAndShit · 07/03/2016 14:26
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