And I don't know what to do with my life.
I am a sahm with an almost one year old and an almost 3 year old.
Everyday is just so sameish.
I can't afford to go work as I would be literally working just for child care fees and I have a bad back that is worsened by too much movement.
I try to get out as much as possible to things like baby groups and try to socialise but I end up sitting on my own as I have no one to talk to. I also don't have the confidence to just strike up a conversation with anyone.
I have no real friends and I barely see my family as they are always busy. It's literally me, dh and the two kids.
I find myself crying for no reasons, I've lost my appetite and only eat when I'm forced go and I struggle to sleep at night unless I've taken my painkillers which have an added bonus of causing drowsiness.
I really do feel stuck in a rut and totally lost
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NeedACleverNN · 08/02/2016 14:53
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