I'm having those days when I'm just feeling desperately sad and hopeless and I've been crying uncontrollably for the past two hours.
I just want someone to say it'll be ok.
I'm mostly feeling very unloved. I have some abandonment issues from my dad leaving us. I don't have any family other than my mum and lately the few friends I have, have barely had time for me.
I've never really had a proper boyfriend either. I'm constantly scared of losing my mum (who is a chain smoker), she's the only one who cares for me.
I have a good job, but I barely manage to save money. I feel a sense of responsibility for me and my mum, so I feel guilty for not saving more. I worry about losing my job.
Some of my family aren't very nice people and I try to hide as much of my life from them as I can- they've threatened to harm me- long story, but there have been threats of making false accusations to make me lose my job, harm my mum, get me kicked out of the country. I haven't done anything wrong, but they keep threatening to make trouble. It's complicated and I live in constant stress.
Anyway, I just feel very alone and disheartened.
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Nicebucket · 08/02/2016 01:51
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