Nc for this.
Early miscarriage a few years ago. Horrid and so was the d&c.
Little one would have been 7 this summer.
I keep thinking about him/her and what they might have been like, whether they would look like me or DH. What their favorite Disney film would have been.
Saw a little boy, prob about 3 or 4 years old, today at work (I work in retail and he came to my till) and he was seriously cute, I mean he was beaming from ear to ear about spending his Xmas money and said "thank you have a nice day" so politely and turned and waved at me goodbye, in his little dungarees.
He and his mum looked so happy together and for some reason I just felt so tearful suddenly.
And pissed off that my child died and we haven't been able to get pregnant since. I have PCOS. Nothing has happened in 7 years.
We've just had a massive vet's bill for our cat (who I love to pieces and am terrified that I will lose her) I know she's only a cat but she's so important to me and I've had her since she was 7 weeks old. She has to go to the vets again next week and the vet needs to monitor her (she has a lump and the word "tumour" has been thrown around although we're not sure yet if it is).
DH and I had a row last night about money and that was playing on my mind too.
So after a particularly rude customer (elderly lady who slapped my hand away from her shopping when I put the wrong item in the wrong bag and snapped at me) I held it together until the end of my shift and then promptly burst into tears on the way to the staff room to get my coat. Don't know if anyone saw me or not.
There was no one in the staff room but when I came out I had mascara all over my cheeks
Sorry for the bloody long essay. Just had an awful day.
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SleepWalkingToTheGrave · 15/01/2016 16:52
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