Had pretty awkward second date. Went out for sober dinner (so no Dutch courage to ease things along!) then back to his to watch programme we both like. We were both tired and hungover from previous night Xmas party. Was quite awkward as just sat on his bed, bright lights on, sipping our hot drinks together (he's staying in a hotel) when we don't know each other that well yet. He cuddled up but I just couldn't, I'm not a prude or generally awkward but it just felt too weird and contrived and the atmosphere was all wrong Finally when he walked me back to my car and went in for the kiss I misunderstood/panicked and fucking pecked him on both cheeks twice The continental way.
There's no going back from this is there!!
Irony is I do like him, I just think the circumstances were all wrong.
Aib to chalk it up to you live and you learn?! Also does the fact conversation was a bit stilted mean anything? It flowed better when we had had a few drinks the previous night, plus I think had a lot to do with the fact we saw each other two nights in a row (not something I would normally do, exceptional circumstances)...
He implied a lot that he wanted to see me again but is pretty shy! I have texted to suggest we do something "soon" but he has agreed whilst being noncommittal - this isn't going to go anywhere is it!
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RememberRioAndGetDown · 17/12/2015 19:16
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