I'm in my late thirties and maybe having an early mid life crisis! I can't help feeling extremely boring and underachieving for someone of my age.
For example, I have never really travelled except for package holidays pre children. I just never seemed to have the money and would certainly never have been brave enough to travel alone like some people do. Now I can't as I still have no money, plus now I have husband, kids, mortgage etc.
I have under acheived in my career despite a promising start 13 years ago, I never pushed further like others do. As a result I feel like a bit of a failure. I think lack of confidence is the main reason for that.
At the moment I work with a diverse bunch of colleagues many of which are from overseas. By comparison, they have travelled the world, had lots of interesting experiences etc. I live close to where I grew up and work within 30 miles of that area too. They are high achievers and ambitious about life. I sometimes find it quite hard to add something interesting to the conversations we have.
I do have plans to travel when the kids grow up but I just have this nagging feeling I have wasted my life a bit.
I am sure someone might suggest I'm depressed, which is certainly true to some extent. I have started St John's Wort in the last week. All of my observations are still true though.
I guess what I want is for someone to tell me its OK to be a bit boring, we can't all be fabulous!
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Dullfromdullsville · 06/11/2015 12:05
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