Not sure where this should be- doesn't seem fair on Relationships board though. NC for obvious reasons. Will try not to give any identifying details for married man/his family but tell me if I have.
5 year affair which was discovered by MM's OH a few times but continued. Supposed to me something proper but always being given excuses and now had excuse plus needs to think more about it (contrary to previous assurances that is all happening).
No excuse from my part. Not in a horrible abusive relationship, no MH issues beyond the usual depression and lovely family background. I'm just a terrible person.
He has DC and is older. I don't and due to 5 years of stupidity have left it too late now.
I can't talk to anyone IRL other than a couple of friends who have had years of this and no longer prepared to discuss. I don't know that I could have lived with myself had it all worked out and therefore been nominally worth the pain to his family but now it hasn't I really don't think I can. Pi'm really scared that am going to hurt myself and can't see any future. No one else will want me after this even if I hadn't left it too late for DC.
What do I do? How can I even start to make amends for this?
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AIBU to think there's no coming back from this?
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Homewreckerunsuccessful · 15/07/2015 12:46
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