This is something thats eating me up.
I have always been overweight. I have never felt happy with my body. I do suffer with depression and anxiety. I think probably BDD.
Although raising it with my GP or a counseller i was seeing its been brushed over.
I hate to make a fuss. I just hate myself.
I have lost a lot of weight, i cant accept it i dont see what other people see. I still want to buy clothes in my prev size which was 20/22.
I felt slimmer at size 14/16. But im now wearing a 12 i cant accept it.
I can only see fat when i look in the mirror. I see a mummy tummy and stretch marks and all the flaws my body has.
If i ask my DH or DM of course they are going to say i look fine.
how can i get an honest opinion. How can i see myself as others do.
I know i sound vain and pathetic but ive been stuck in this rut for about 18 yrs. It consumes my day. Looking in the mirror. Worrying how i look. worrying about embarassing my family if i lookfat. Worrying about embarassing myself if i wear something that highlights the areas of me that i hate.
If anyone has any suggestions it would be appreciated. How do i accept and view myself as others do.
Im 5"3 68 kg size 12. So the bmi tells me im overweight. its more about how i cant see what others do . Surely a size 12 isnt fat.
Apologies if i seem attention seeking. Its something thats controlling my life. I dont want it to anymore.
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littletwinkletoesx · 10/07/2015 01:26
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