Well my major contract. Been there 7 years, things keep getting worse re: pay, treatment and conditions. I'm self employed but no outsider would know it... (legally I think I should be a 'worker' but heavens knows)
We'd really struggle financially but I'm at the point of thinking it's worth it.
I have a 5 hour commute that eats around a quarter of my gross and I think the job wont be there that much longer anyway. As it stands, if they lay people off I'll be the last to go but still - doesnt make for a great atmosphere.
I'm really ill; bipolar, ptsd, chronic pain, hs, ibs and hypotension - lots of fainting. Many HCPs have said they're suprised I'm managing work at all but tbh I'm not, it brings back the dark thoughts and most of my conditions are stress related but if I come out of work where does that leave me? Stressed about money I'd imagine and stressed about dealing with the dwp, not sure which is the lesser evil.
I am in a specialised field but currently willing to do anything. I will miss my friends, they're all in the city I commute to but that's it.
Today they've accused me of lying about something, i didnt but im sick of the drama, I don't need pissy texts at home, it's supposed to be a job that stays at work. I'm freelance ffs!
Gahhh sorry for the rant
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Szeli · 04/07/2015 19:18
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