I work as a freelance consultant in the public sector. Things have been getting harder and harder for a few years, but I live in London and have always been able to find work. I work with communities and really believe in what I do.
But now all the work has dried up. Today I got news that another piece of funding has been pulled. I feel completely worn down with the effort of it all - I think this work is important, and I want it to happen. And I am also worried about how to pay the rent.
5 years ago, the situation was similar (but not nearly so bad), and I felt energised to carry on doing the same, important work even if times were hard. But the work is linked to government policy and the message has changed so much that the core purpose of my work is being undermined - we are being asked to reframe everything in terms of 'investment' and 'opportunity' (rather than 'support' and 'community'), and I just don't believe in it any more.
5 years ago I didn't have a family to support, either. I'm the main breadwinner (DP is disabled). There is nothing else I have ever wanted to do, and I wouldn't even know where to start with retraining. What do I do? Where can I go for careers advice?
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unmapped · 23/06/2015 09:58
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