I feel incredibly sad. Mother hood has simply not lived up to my expectations. I was so looking forward to it and I have found it so impossibly hard. My son is beautiful but doesn't sleep most of the time and I no longer have the patience to deal with it. 11 months has worn me down. I am so jealous and resentful and angry about those who have babies who just fucking sleep. In my head al these parents are so smug and I just want to punch them ( I know that is unreasonable, I just need it off my chest).
Despite all this I really want my son to have a brother or sister. My own siblings are wonderful and I want DS to experience that. I know there are no guarantees they'll get on but for me it's really important to complete our family, but how can I when I find the experience of being a mum so awful? Do I wait until he finally sleeps but then have to go back to sleepless nights, or should we just get it over and done with?
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To consider having number 2 even though I hate being a mum?
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Wibblewobble100 · 01/05/2015 22:34
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