Hi.
iv name changed for this, I am a long term poster and I promise I'm not a troll.
Iv recently broke up with my partner, we were together for 15 years.
Were still leaving together at the moment but both looking for places to live.
It's so hard, I'm in no way over him, his over me. Doesn't want to communicate, only on his terms, he has a life, goes out drinking, racing etc. And I'm just left at home doing nothing. He is so cold and heartless, yesterday we had planned to spend the day together doing something fun, we disagreed on something and he just walked away and left me, not caring about our plans that we had made together, went to the pub. Got in at 3am.
Stayed in bed, then got up and went back to the pub. I was crying wanting to talk. He walked away. his still not back now.
I know I have no control over him, he can do what he wants, and we aren't together anymore. But o don't understand how he can be so heartless and uncaring. He has changed so much recently, becoming a mean person.
All I seem to do is cry, i feel like a little kid and I hate it.
Last weekend things got serious, he wasn't listening to me, I poked him in the head and told him to listen, i was frustrated and hurting, and ofcourse shouldn't of done it. He got hold of my neck and squeezed it hard. There's never been any violence before.
Writing this all down, sounds so pathetic, but I don't know what to do anymore, I have no option of moving out anywhere else, and nor does he. Not really close to any family and no real friends, I just can't be bothered anymore, what's the point, he was my life, now I don't have one. I just don't want to be here anymore
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Butterfly13 · 08/02/2015 23:05
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