So DP and I have been going through a really tough time over the past few months and are trying to see out the shit storm. We are both grieving and it's really taking it out of me, I'm physically and mentally exhausted and nauseous and I think my psychosis has been triggered by this. Basically I am totally falling apart but desperately trying to keep my life together as well as hold up the other people around me that need support. I've been falling asleep at work and throwing up all day every day and my DP hasn't been going at all. I've been trying not to mention it as he is obviously struggling and can't face it and I'm trying to give him room to grieve. He constantly asks me to rub his neck, back, head. Always while I'm snoozing or reading a book and I know it's petty but it's started to become fucking irritating. This morning it kicked off because I wouldn't make him a cup of tea, because I was enjoying my lie in reading my book and relaxing for once. I'm afraid I snapped and said he'd been doing fuck all all week so why couldn't he get up and make his own tea and leave me alone. It was a very harsh thing to say and I know he's really grieving so I feel awful but I'm so fucked off and tired I can't be arsed with this. AIBU?
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MistressChalk · 07/09/2014 09:36
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