I'm 23 years old. Married a year. Two children aged 6 and 4. Housewife while husband works.
I think I'm hitting a stage of wanting to find myself. Who I am. I fell pregnant at 16, baby at 17. My mum died when I was 19.
My husband is lovely he really is and I love him.
But I feel like I'm trapped, I can't go out without feeling guilty. I want to go out. Even to the bloody gym! I would love to go to the gym, but husband was upset as he will "never see me" if I go in the evenings.
I am fed up of having to ask for permission if I want to go out.
I don't have too, but I find my self doing it.
I want a job. A proper job, not just a cleaner. I want to be proud of myself.
I have had major depression since 18. I'm feeling so much better ATM.
I have tried talking to dh but he just thinks I'm being me me me.
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Dextersmummy14 · 01/05/2014 10:07
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