Looking for a females perspective - Am I being unreasonable?(55 Posts)
Male looking for a females perspective as to if I am being unreasonable. Not sure if I should be posting here or under relationships?
I'm not sure where to start. If I tried doing this in a chronological order, this would be a book. Thus I'll start with recent events and try and give some background info as I go along.
My partner and I are have been living separately since November 2013. we have two beautiful girls, aged 2 & 4. Our separate living was due to us planning to relocation to another region of France and I was going to look for work and my partner was going to stay at her mothers till the eldest finished her school term at Christmas.
I was expecting my partner to then join me from Christmas onwards but we have been separated since.
We are constantly arguing as I'm frustrated and not understanding why she has not kept to the original plan and refuse to explain why she always creating excuses of why she can't come.
I would understand that with the time apart, she may have decided that she doesn't want me, scared of change, will miss her friends etc. But no explanation and putting it on me that I need to go see a doctor because I am thoroughly annoyed by the situation is hurtful and dam right rude.
Maybe my latest email to her will explain the situation a littler better, but am I being unreasonable? -
"I can't express how annoyed I am.
You wanted to buy a house in XXX. I moved to XXX to see if I can get work and sort out temporary accommodation whilst we house hunt. I arrived here early November, and you were aware that I had to be out by mid April. Now April is fast approaching, you've been up twice but refused to stay. And you haven't given any reason why you refuse to commit. Instead you have kept the girls at your Grand mothers, where it is small, housing a dangerous dog and isolated.
For all those times you told me that you find it difficult being with your
mother and grand mother, you could have been here with me, in comfort, with the girls spending time with their father. So I have no sympathy, you chose to live there, though you had a pleasant alternative!
With regards to deciding to give up the flat in ZZZ. I always
explained that I wasn't earning enough to pay for everything all on my own -
(1000 Rent, 300 Gas/Electrics/Phone and internet, 600min food, tax
Habitation, Taking you and the girls out, Girls clothing and toys, Petrol
insurance etc etc).
I may have worked full time, but I never got paid full time IE Quotes and reckies and design work was unpaid and took time. Also why should
I pay for everything if you had 82K+ in the bank... I think most people would think was a little one sided?
I do love you, you are the mother of my two girls, you are pretty and you were once a person who was spontaneous, loved adventures and passionate about life. But if you think that I am being unfair by telling you how pissed off I am now because I have been patiently waiting for over 4 months for you to arrive, us all living together, looking for a home for us all, then you need to be remind that you have wasted my time by refusing to commit, especially as it was you who want to do this, and arranged for somewhere for me to stay!
Our last big argument was in February when you announced you had a job interview and if you got the job you would be staying in the south of France for another 5 months, the fact you and your mother told me I needed to go a see a doctor because I was angry about your decision and told I had to like it or lump, is pretty awful act you both created. What makes it worse, is that you didn't get the job and you still refuse to come up to continue looking for a permanent home for the girls.
Please starting thinking on your feet fast and start communicating otherwise I wish you luck at your mothers.... At least she will be happy your will have continued the family history! (Whilst I now don't communicate with mine as I chose to stay with you!)"
HER REPLY -
"Awful and disgusting email
If u only want me for buying u a house u can piss off !
Can't believe that u are desperate to have me up there it's just to pay u half the rent !
MY RESPONSE -
"I don't think you read the email correctly, nowhere does it say I want you to come buy ME a house. Also where does it say that I want you to pay half the rent? I think you have missed the point. There has been a place for us to live together whilst you look for a house to buy - this was your idea. We are meant to be a family, but you have refused to do what you said you wanted to do and the time here is running out fast. I just think it was a waste!
It would be nice if you started to think about the girls future instead of
being scared to commit to anything. As I have said before, I am used to you blaming me for everything, luckily I know this to be untrue.
Looking forward to you talking about my ex's (People I went out with before
I even knew you), drugs, my family etc etc...
[messaged edited by MNHQ]
Don't know why I love u but shit I do love u my boy <3 always did xxxx just arrive at supermarket now x I love u since our first kisssmile I'm in love with u still ;) xxxxx
This sounds like a teenager.
So you moved, your wife didn't. And she doesn't seem to want to move. She has kept the girls.
Who is paying the rent of the apartment she is living in right now? In whose name is the bail? (rental contract)
I also think that she may have met someone.
Now I'm sure I read the OP in it's original incarnation when it was first posted and there was no texts included like in Nursey's post. I don't remember it containing details of names before MNHQ edited. I'm really confused, have I missed something?
Sounds like a toxic MIL to me, but maybe I am wrong.
So go back to her. You will have to vacate when your lease expires anyway.
Say, 'you were hesitant about coming north so I have come home to you. Now, where shall we start looking in this district ?'
Ask her outright, but in a quiet appropriate moment, 'do you like us being together as a family ?'
If she prefers being at home with mum and gran and they are just loving having the children there 24/7, she might have lost track of what family really is.
Get back to her area (never mind who said what) and get reacquainted with YOUR CHILDREN.
Sorry, but reasoning with her just isn't working. You are going to have to be a man about this.
She's reluctant. She won't reason with you on the adult level. I wonder why she's sceptical. Sorry, but she also needs to grow up.
She won't really answer your questions, especially about committing. She's got her support network i.e. mum and gran.
Why is she so protective of her money ? She's no confidence investing it in the family future has she ?
Why is she so envious of your former girlfriends after all this time ?
Your family don't like her. Her family are in no rush to see your relationship flourish.
I see a train wreck approaching.
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