I haven't smoked for ages, now I have dd I just don feel right. I do occasionally if I am out as I do not drink (so it is my lil thing)
Lately I have piled on the pounds and miss my former slim frame - I am not fat , but I def no longer slim.
I just eat and eat and eat. I find it sooo hard not to eat junk (though dd eats well) I do eat healthy foods all the time but ruin it by eating cakes etc. sometimes I think I am eating all this crap I may as well bloody smoke as wen i smoke I eat much less, healthily and I am slim.
I know this is a pathetic problem and I know it may sound bonkers, but sometimes i just think I could smoke again, be thin and not eat junk. If be happier? I would never ever do it around dd mind you...the art of self desorption never ceases to amaze me! I need more Will power. I just hate not having something - be it food as a treat or a ciggy.
I am being an unreasonable fantasist i think...?! Damn....!
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Odaat · 19/03/2014 13:18
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