I lost my temper this morning and kicked wood panels on the side of the bath 4 times (luckily didn't break) and then threw a bottle of washing up liquid dramatically into the bath....
Lots of things induced this rage, including dp making annoying throwaway comments, like lets put the lettuce there to rot away in the fridge, underplaying the importance of looking after my elderly dog who has just had an operation. Dp is facing possible redundancy, leaving me a potential breadwinner in the near future.
Then, ds climbed on top of the composting scraps in the kitchen, making rotting food spill everywhere and hurting himself. I shouted to dp to help, but dp carried on looking at his emails on the laptop. Whilst putting out the offending bin ds again slid on the remaining juices, before I had a chance to clean them up, and lay there screaming on the floor. Dp did nothing. I ran back, picked ds up and put him on the sofa. Then ran into the bathroom and then I lost it!
Are we a dysfunctional family? Am i dysfunctional?
I am worried about emotionally scaring ds 1 who is 2 like my dad di to me with his rages. I never felt quite 'right' and I blame my dads bad behaviour for this.
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bordellosboheme · 14/03/2014 09:14
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