That's it really. DD 21months, I have been at home since mat leave. The idea was that after mat leave DH and I would split work between us so both working p/t and caring for DD. Was all in place etc...However his employer unexpectedly went bust just at the end of my mat leave. He was able to secure another job however not p/t so we decided I would stay home (he earns more than me, we couldn't manage on my salary alone).
I've just reached the end of my tether with being at home all day with a toddler. She's fabulous, sleeps well etc, but I just find it mind numbing playing toddler games or reading toddler books all day. We go out somewhere every day. I just desperately miss adult company and feel like a failure. I feel like I'm going mad sometimes with the tantrums and screaming and just toddler-ness! DH is very supportive but I definitely get the feeling he thinks I'm mad, he often says he would kill to be at home all day - this may well be true but unfortunately not a likely possibility due to salary difference.
I am in the process of looking for agency work which will fit around DH work, I went on a training course the other day and felt exhilarated getting in the car and leaving the house.
Anyway I guess all I am asking is, does anyone else know what I mean? I love her to bits, feel so guilty, but just crave some adult time sometimes!
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ilovechips · 11/02/2014 12:18
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