NC'D as frankly my username before was boring me.
I detest my job with a passion. The team I manage individually manage to piss me off every day. My boss is racist, prioritizing jobs to people of his nationality over others even if the others are better qualified. We got a 1% payrise this year as a "good will gesture" it was our first in 3 years as "times have been hard". We took a 10% pay cut for 2 months last year to "save the company" yet our MD had the gall to buy a company the week before that happened but he said it was his own money. An MD only gets money from a company making a profit so mixed signals there.
There's a new operations manager who makes my skin crawl whose job seems to be to antagonize us all. Oh and a couple of weeks after the 1% they brought back someone who left the company as a middle manager in between myself and my boss without advertising the role. He does nothing at all and is only back on more money than me as he kisses the MD's arse.
I layed in bed crying this morning not wanting to come to this vile place, just hold onto my DH and cry. I was going to have a day sorting out job applications (which I am well on with but no luck). But I realised that if I did I would lose over £100 doing so through a days wages and if you have a day off you lose a % of a monthly and a Christmas bonus and I need the money so felt trapped.
DH is worried about me and is so supportive and I can see how worried he is and feel guilty for that too. I've just arrived now and feel so trapped.
How have I stayed here 10 years?
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YorksDame · 23/10/2013 07:17
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