AIBU. I don't even hear my own mind now. My brain has just slid. I had diagnosed depression for 18mths during which I really was poorly. I think that a combination of workplace bullying, childhood abuse and an EA partner caused it. I screwed one job up with the depression and am very lucky I know to have a job now but the thought of another slide is terrifying me. My NSDP has been awful for this week. I am desperate to leave or for him to leave. In my head is just a tangle of noise and stress. In the space of a week close family member and my mum were both diagnosed with cancer. My mum is terminal. I have huge debts. But you keep going, and I can cope as long as NSDP is nice. Our kids and family are wonderful.
Sorry. My AIBU to ask for time to see my Dr etc and sort myself out. I had the last two weeks of term off as well. I am normally a loyal and hardworking type but this start is appalling. I'm scared I'll get the sack. My job is highly responsible in a private care company and I am very concerned that I will not be capable of fulfilling my role with clients who need my total focus. myself sliding down like last time. I think I may be been self harming I can't stop crying. AIBU to ask for help tomorrow am and expect it?
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daiseehope · 02/09/2013 01:52
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