Ok this is my first ever post....
Im sat on my sofa crying my heart out and I need to get a grip!!!!
My dad went into hospital 4 weeks ago for a heart operation. . He was meant to be home after 5 days...
The op went well but he suffered some major complications and is now on life support it has come as such a massive massive shock and im not coping well.... he is awake but he had a stroke 3 days ago.... he has had a tracheostomy fitted so cant talk but I can lip read most of what he says...
Ive just got home after spending all day with him.... all he keeps saying is please dont leave me.. why am I here and is crying...
Me and my mum had a meeting with the consultant yesterday and they are now trying him on the last antibiotics that they can and if they dont work there is nothing else they can do and will look at making him comfortable and turnung off support so he will pass away...
My grandma my dads mum is 91 and very switched on she hasnt been to see my dad as she is in a home and I hadnt told her how poorly he was... she had a fall yesterday and was unconscious I was with her at the time and went in the ambulance with her but have been told she hasnt long left...
I also broke up with my partner of 11 years a month ago I just dont know how much more I can take!!!
If anyone has got to the end please pour yourself a massive glass of wine xxxx
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prettyfiestyforasmallone · 27/06/2013 21:33
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