At what point do I just give up on my dream?(41 Posts)
Sitting here in tears.
Qualified as a teacher last year, went to loads of interviews but didn't get a job, now working but not as a teacher, looking for teaching jobs so I can do my NQT year.
Just come from my sixth or so in 2 months. No job.
I feel utterly useless and shit. I know I can be a good teacher but I can't seem to do a good interview, either my lesson isn't good enough or my student panel isn't good enough or I just lose out to someone who was better.
I am so stressed that I feel sick constantly, I have an uncontrollable twitch in my eye, my digestion is not right and I am constantly tearful. The tearfulness is mostly controllable around other people and I can put on a good front for the interviews.
I have another coming up in a couple of days. I feel sick at the thought.
I'm not sure how much more rejection I can take, its killing me.
What should I do?
madam rather than ask where you went wrong, ask what swung it in the other candidates favour? They may not want to tell you, but you lose nothing in asking x
Sorry sorry sorry, replying to your OP, rush on!
Get in touch with your careers and employability department at your University (may have a different name) as you could still access various courses.
Mine ran a Graduate Headstart Programme, which is funded, and open to any graduate from that university. I graduated 13 years ago and was eligable! Not all Uni's offer this service BUT most offer some help to an alumnus.
Do not give up, not until there is absolutely no way forward.
I was a SAHM for 8 years, had no confidence, and was very rusty in the 'job applicant skill' department! The GHS 3 day programme enabled me to write a very good CV (following a set path and balancing selling myself with giving an employer everything they seek), interview skills, introductory letters, words to avoid even! I'm now working in a place I am appreciated, and that has room to develop.
Please revisit your Uni.
Chin up! I'm a pro at rejections. I know it's so utterly shit and I felt like you three years ago.
I literally brushed it off my shoulders. After my tears had dried !!
You need to ask for feedback. 'What did they have that I didn't?/ what do I need to do to improve or get the job?'
If they liked you (and they were impressed enough to give you an interview...) they won't mind talking to you for 10 mins on the phone or an email.
Feedback I've had from interviews helped me get a job. Nothing to lose. Keep at it.
I always tell myself I wouldn't really have fitted in in certain places. (just to convince myself it was their loss!) X
Sorry, perhaps you don't want to do a post mortem this evening. But we might be able to help further/tweak for other interviews
I'm sorry to hear that, do you feel that you've done better than in previous interviews/panel things.
I didn't get the job today, I know I did well and they said it was a difficult decision and I was q strong candidate.
stick at it - successful people have all failed at some point, you just have to learn from your mistakes, ask them for feedback etc...
never ever give up... when I was 20 I was working as a dishwasher and wanted to go into IT...I went to college then to uni - it was a struggle, but I knew if i was to give up I'd be a dishwasher the rest of my life...
I got my first IT job when I was 28, I'm in my 40s now and reaping the benefits...
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Could you improve your fitness? This will help with stress and increase your confidence.
Everyone feels crap at times, the trick is not to give up! Keep on keeping on.
Please do something about your stress levels.
Can you listen to relaxation 'cds' whilst on the train and meditate in the evening in the hotels?
If you can relax, your quality of sleep will be better and you will then be less tired.
Best wishes to you.
Have you asked for feedback from your interviews? Why are you not getting the jobs, is it vague "other candidate was stronger" stuff or are there specific areas you need to work on?
What's the interview lesson about that you're preparing? Why do your other lessons not go well? Pitched at the wrong level? Not engaging enough? Run out of time?
There are loads of teachers on here, if you say what the problems are, we might be able to give you some tips.
I agree with supply - you can often get a long term placement through them (covering maternity for eg)
Just a bit worried like other posters about your stress levels - NQT is a tough year.
Don't worry too much about student panels - it's the lessons that are all important & the interview.
It also depends what you are teaching. Physics= high demand, Art/Drama = 10 a penny
I'm a teacher too and trust me two months and six interviews is nothing! It took me a looooong time to get my nqt year done! I taught abroad for a bit and I also did supply for ages before getting my first job in the UK.
I also don't have a car at the mo but the public transport links where I live are brill. So I'm another one who would suggest going on supply - you get your face known in schools which always helps.
I used to save the job spec of every job I applied for (just in case I got an interview) and I remember hitting a real low point when I came across them all one night and realised just how many jobs I'd applied for. The fact is (in our area at least) for every job that comes up there's about 150-200 applicants so each position is like a mini lottery. You really just have to toughen up to rejection and just keep applying. It sucks but it'll be worth it when you have your own class.
Also just putting this out there.
Have you considered independent schools?
I am a bit of a chameleon and can get on well with a vast range of people.
I found independent schools were interesting in that they often placed more emphasis on how the teacher got on with the staff, students and parents rather than just how they taught (although they still expected excellent teaching and classroom management).
It is just that I noticed that when they had agency supply in that although the supply teacher may have been a great teacher if they didnt 'get on' with the staff, students and parents then they weren't asked back. I didn't notice this happening to the same degree in non-independent school. So it might be worthwhile getting to know some local independent schools and seeing if you get along well there.
Ok I used to be a teacher before dc and I also hated interview process.
You don't mention any dc?
What I did before dc to get jobs was live in London and do supply. Supply in the rest of the country (I've heard although not experienced myself) has taken a battering due to the introduction I cover supervisors. There still is supply in London though. Put in 100% become a requested supply teacher at a couple of schools and you will eventually get offered a contract. This is most likely result in your nqt year I'm sure. That is what I did.
More difficult if you have dc and can't relocate due to already being settled in schools or live in smaller accommodation due to London rent. Or if you have a partner who can't move for work. But I would still work on being recognised as a teacher at a couple of schools and become familiar with the staff, school procedures. Volunteer work, cover supervisor work? Is your current job within a school? Have you discussed your teaching career plans with you current employer?
You don't have to do the formal interview process to get teaching job in my experience.
possibly because I have not rested properly in quite some time
OP, if you are finding interviewing for your NQT year hard and not resting prooey you're going to find NQT year super tough.
Sounds like you are more mentally tired from the rejections than physically tired? No real advice but jobs are difficult to come by and think of all those who aren't even making interview! You can request feedback which might help you work on your weaker areas.
Right, trying to pull myself together and be positive for Thursday.
I always have a mini-crisis after a rejection but they are getting worse, possibly because I have not rested properly in quite some time.
If I don't get the one Thursday I'm going to give myself a couple weeks break, I need to chill a bit before plunging back in.
I know it's difficult to be positive. But you are making it to interview and a lot of other people won't be. And as others have said six interviews in two months is very good. Always think the next one I'll do it. And you will.
I am an unemployed NQT too (actually started my NQT year but quit because I was so unhappy). I have been for about 20 interviews in the past year, and still no job (and I am a Chemistry graduate which is an in demand core subject)
Since October I have been doing supply and I really enjoy it! I would strongly recommend you give it a go if you can. It helps keep you in practice, so you are familiar in the school atmosphere and dealing with kids and their problems.
Where are you located? I know some areas it's harder to get a job than others, especially the South-West. Don't give up!
Also, I think I might be shit at doing student panel interviews, I never seem to know what they want me to say. I worry that I'm rambling but actually think I may not be saying enough.
I will buy a car once I get a job, I just can't afford one on my current salary, only passed my test recently.
I think I will begin meditating again, I stopped cos of time and think it would be a good idea to restart.
I need to finish planning my interview lesson for Thursday, struggling to find the motivation but won't be able to do it tomorrow due to work then travelling.
I'm thinking group activity, short written task and lots of oral discussion.
Teachers have until the end of may to hand in their notice, so lots of posts come up between then and summer hols which can only be filled by people not currently in teaching posts for a September start.
What age range/subject do you teach? Where in the country are you?
If you post in the staffroom topic, plenty of teachers would be happy to help you with lesson plans, interview technique etc.
That is really interesting, euphemia, I had no idea they find you a post for your NQT year in Scotland!
OP, I took five interviews to get my NQT post. I was travelling down from Newcastle to the midlands every time for each one, it was awful.
You are making it to interview though, which is such a massive plus! Since my NQT year I have obtained my next two posts on the first interview. I would be more than willing to suggest interview lesson ideas? If possible, a car will hugely widen your possibilities.
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