Hi, I'm not sure if this a good place to post this, but I wanted to get a feel of what others thought/would do in this situation.
A little bit about me. Last year my ex I split up and because he would not leave the house i had to move into a rented house with 4 of our 6 dc's, the 2 older ones chose to live with him, which breaks my heart. The split was mutually agreed, he even put down a deposit on the house I am renting. ex said he would support us, so i felt confident about moving. He is self employed.
Soon after I moved out he said he had no money and could not provide any support.
I had to go cap in hand to the state and have been on JSA/housing/. child tax credits since last June. My dear parents are helping out with the rent.
I stopped working in 1998 to raise our family. We have 6 children aged 5-14. At the time ex was solvent and each child was planned , there was money.
Before children I was a primary school teacher.
I have been trying to find work in schools since last June. I need it to be part time/school hours because I am on my own with the 4 younger ones. I am volunteering in schools and have done some supply to try and get up to date and help my cv. I have applied for a few jobs but no luck.
There are barely any new positions coming up, I mean about 2 a month.
I am feeling desperate and depressed ( that's another story). There is no work.
Last week a friend mentioned that the company she works for ( a college catering company, she is a dinner lady and so would I be) were needing to find someone asap. It all looked positive, work within schools hours, just down the road. BUT and here's the big but, it's a ZERO hours contract.
I would be working different hours each week and would not be paid in the holidays. No hours are guaranteed although they say there would always be at least 16. It would be difficult to deal with the housing people as i wouldn't be able to tell them how much i was going to be paid each week ( minimum wage, but hours would vary) and in the holidays i wouldn't be getting anything at all.
I have tentatively said I would start tomorrow, but this weekend i have been having serious, I mean serious panic attacks. I am so worried I will be doing the wrong thing. I am going to the dr's next week to ask about taking medication as I am no longer functioning, eating or sleeping.
I feel like I want to throw up all throw time and keep bursting into tears.
I feel so useless.
Thank you for reading. I know I might get a flaming here, but i also wanted to garner some opinion.
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To be worried about starting this zero hours job as a single parent?
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bigbuttons · 03/03/2013 08:59
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