My DP is generally fab, a very caring partner and dad, though it must be said that he is not very well organised understatement of the year.
I am 38+3 with our second child and DP has just come in from the neighbour's to inform me that despite an earlier agreement, she might not be able to look after DS if I go into labour at night next week (she has someone coming over to stay or something). That's absolutely fine of course, she is our neighbour, not a free on-call midnight babysitter! She is going to ask her visitor and let us know, apparently.
I then said to DP well, we have to work on the assumption that she won't be available if I go into labour, which means that DP will have to stay with DS until his parents get here from 1.5 hours away. In the meantime I will go to hospital with the doula and midwife. (Long story but I have a medical indication which means that they want me in hospital pretty much from the start of labour.)
He just keeps arguing the point and wants to wait and see what happens and, apparently, not make a Plan B because I might not go into labour next week (very true) and in any case it might not be at night (also true).
I am irate because I cannot see why he can't understand my need to have a plan in place NOW. My first labour was awful and I am very nervous about this one, and I have done everything I can to try to know who will be there with me and avoid last-minute 'surprises'. So I want to work on the assumption that DP won't be coming to the hospital with me if it happens at night next week, and instead will be along a few hours later.
AIBU? My problem is that I feel like he is not taking my concerns seriously. I am well aware that the baby may not come along for another few weeks (I've done this before FFS!) But when I go to bed each night, I feel like I need to know who is going to be there with me if "tonight's the night", if you see what I mean. Not just wing it and take it as it comes. I tried that with DS's birth and let's just say, it wasn't a success.
I feel like crying because however much I have tried to prepare for this labour, I still know it's going to be a big challenge and I need to know who will be with me and that DS, aged 2, will be well cared for. For medical reasons I will have to stay in hospital for 5 days after the birth, and I'm dreading being separated from DS when we have never spent a night apart yet.
AIBU to want him to accept that he might not be able to come to the hospital with me? Or AIBU for wanting to have a firm plan in place when nobody knows when the baby will decide to come?
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to be irrationally angry at DP (at 38 weeks pregnant)
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MyLastDuchess · 07/11/2012 21:08
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