I'm a regular but have name changed, as people IRL know my nickname.
I just feel so down lately, I love DH but silly little things he does are really annoying me (nothing serious, but things like I took DS out today so he could have a bit of time to himself, then he had a headache when we got back and was useless so I sent him to bed to sleep it off but I had been looking forward to a bit of time to relax without DS climbing all over me.
DS is 20 months and is currently either an angel or a monster. I'm finding it hard when he's being difficult, but I'm struggling to get motivated to go out which I know will help as he gets bored when we just stay at home.
I try to keep the house tidy and clean, but even when I've done loads it still looks a mess as the house is small and we have lots of stuff crammed in. Makes me wonder why I even bother, and it's a mess almost straight away again anyway.
We have money worries and I may have to be made bankrupt. I never thought it would get this bad, and my family would be mortified if they knew - I used to have a well paid job but can't do the hours needed for it with a child so am now a SAHM. I feel so ashamed of money problems, would be different if it was because of redundancy or something but people see that it was my choice to stop working so I should be able to pay my bills.
Me and DH have started trying for another baby. That way once they are both at school I can go back to work, but although I desperately want another child I just don't know how I'll cope.
I just want to curl up and sleep, and never wake up
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Feellikequitting · 04/11/2012 18:12
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