My first Aibu so please be gentle!
Was on anti depressants for near enough two years on the highest dose possible. One morning I woke up and just had enough of taking them (this did happen a few times whilst I was on them and within a week I was back on them because I was so so low)
I went cold turkey on them about August time and have not had any since then. I have been feeling a bit up and down but I put it down to life.
A few weeks ago I went to the doctor and asked for some medication which I have been one for about a year (was given it when living over seas) he refused to give it to me stating I'm addicted to them (which I don't believe is the case I take them as and when needed) he then asked me about my anti depressants and I said I had stopped them. He looked shocked and printed out a prescription for me to start taking straight away, he did not listen to me in the slightest and just told me to take these and everything would be ok.
I have started a new job and in week four and am enjoying it most of the time. Last week however I felt very tearful and on the edge of tears for no real reason. Over the last three days I have been barely out of my room and have not spoken to people - because I don't want to. Have been in my bed watching DVDs and sleeping the entire time.
Spoke to a friend who is also on anti depressants and she told me to take them again (who knows me inside out and upside down) but I know my parents (which is silly as I am an adult) would be upset if I started talking them again.
Should I listen to my friend who knows me no doubt better then I know myself? But equally I want to prove the doctor wrong that I don't need them.
Aibu in not wanting to take them because I thought I was doing so well without the and try and ride this blip out?
Sorry for the long post, I didn't want to drip feed as it seems you all hate them I'm just utterly confused right now
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PinkFairyDust · 15/10/2012 22:08
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