Not new, but have name changed. I feel the above for the following reasons:
- Have a very close mate, she is 40 next year. She wants to go to Vegas. I said would go with her. No one else going for various reasons. I have now had a change of financial circs (our house too small, found our dream house up the road, with much larger garden for kids, our house has sold) and so I can no longer go. Don't know how to tell her and feel so bad as she has been going thru a shit time of late, she is an only child and her mum has been seriously ill and not out of the woods quite yet. Gosh, I feel so unreasonable maybe I should just put this on the credit card now I have read all that.
- Been home for several weeks with NB DD. She is gorgeous of course, but not an easy baby compared to DS1. I have been so bloody naive and has been a bit of a shock. Consequently I have been a right stress head, I got stressed out at DS several times yesterday (he is only 3) for the usual, not sitting in his car seat, jumping round the car, taking too long to do anything etc but this is stupid, this is what three year olds do! I also got a bit pushy tonight with his reading book he got from nursery. This is not me at all, my DP is always saying how I am more laid back than him with things generally, and I am not a pushy parent generally either.
Think I ABU in that I am acting more than slightly out of character just now. What the he'll is wrong with me? Sorry if I have gone on a bit.