YANBU and I have you have a very large cup of tea of coffee too. It's a right of passge of any mother on the first day back at school, to sit, be still and breathe...............oh and insert another Jaffa!
Today has been the worst day of the holidays by far. Dd2 didnt sleep well last night (not ill though) so is really cranky but refuses to sleep in the day. And if dd2 is cranky she makes sure everyone else is too Cant wait for Tuesday (dd1 goes back Monday but dd2 starts nursery on Tuesday for 3 hours-well after a few settling in sessions) and i really can't wait-call me a bad mam if you want but atm i'm so tired and need a break. (no-one around me who can take them for a few hours so i have them 24/7)
zelda1982 Aw so sorry to hear that I don't think it makes you a bad mum at all - just a tired one! I hope you have lots of tea, biscuits and silence once both DDs are out of the house for a few hours. Stay strong x