It seems I'm suffering from mild depression; feeling pretty sad, very tearful, absolutely knackered and not quite able to pull myself out of this mental hole. However, to all intents and purposes I am functioning fine - getting up and going about my day, visiting people, exercising, and avoiding (most of the time) bursting into tears in inappropriate places.
I've been to the GP today who was very nice, listened and asked questions, and then gave me the number of the counselling people and also prescribed me anti-depressants. She said - and I agree - that the depression is not strictly post-natal (dd is 6mo) but also situational; I find it hard being on my own and always have done, and whilst I love dd and wouldn't have it any other way, maternity leave is proving a challenge to say the least!
I am totally in two minds about taking anti-depressants. On one hand it seems a rather radical step to start taking something that will 'mess with my mind' when I am fairly confident that when I go back to work in 4 months mental order will be restored, and I think there are strategies I can put in place to help me get through this. On the other hand, I am definitely not happy or coping very well, so should I just take them to give me the kick I need to get back on track so I can get on with being a mum and enjoying the rest of my time at home with dd?
And finally, having taken the step and talked to my GP, I find that I'm actually feeling much much better - whether it's having the option of taking the pills that's helping, or just having talked about the problem. So maybe a counsellor would help - I had previously thought this wasn't really an option for me, but maybe I'm wrong.
So this has turned into a bit of a (lengthy, sorry) WWYD, but what I originally was thinking was that I might benefit from the wisdom of anyone out there who has experience of this sort of thing.
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WhoahThere · 20/07/2011 19:40
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