I really need some good old mumsnet whippings please!
I've had a pretty shitty year, had to leave my uni course because I couldn't get round my dyslexia to manage to pass my exams, lost my job (with the university) ad found a new job. I got made redundant again yesterday ad I'm 11 weeks pregnant. My dh runs his own business which isn't going very well at all and in a months time we will be flat broke. I will only have one day of Xmas with my family and will spend boxing day alone as dh is working and I have to go home to be at work the nextday.
I just had my weekly call with my mum to find that my sister has already gotten there for Xmas and is then going to be going to a Scottish castle for new years eve with chums after a dinner in a posh restaurant with her and her fiancée parents to celebrate the engagement. She has always done better than me, and I am immeasurably proud of her but I am so so so jealous at the mo- she got a scholarship to Cambridge and got a first and is engaged to a fantastic man, and has a very rewarding job working with people who are mute.
I am grateful for what I have and me and dh are really happy together but i just feel like the little tree next to her. I keep wondering what the he'll anybody could be proud of me for?
I hear all about her from my parents and I just wonder what they could possibly tell her about me?
I love her so much but these new hormones seem to send me into a spiral and I end up sobbing.
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To be really struggling to control my jealousy??
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Ladyofthehousespeaking · 19/12/2010 19:58
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