Hi...first time posting, but could really do with some advice. Apologies for the essay!
My DH of nearly 10 years drinks heavily in the evenings. We have a 2 lovely infant school aged kids, we both work, and have should plenty to be happy about. Though his drinking hangs over me like a cloud. DH drinks almost every evening until the early hours, often the majority of a bottle of wine but a few days a week much more . For the past 20 months he has made himself sick with drink every 10 days to 2 weeks. He now lies about how much he has to drink. Since lockdown he has on numerous occasions ordered bottles of wine from corner shops and had them delivered at midnight secretly (I found receipts with writing on them saying 'do not ring doorbell, leave in porch' etc). Every week or so I find out he's lying to me over how much he is drinking. I sometimes get angry, sometimes I put on a smile and get on with the day, and always forgive him very quickly. On numerous occasions I have said I would do anything to help and given him options of help from outside services. He refuses, saying I have the problem (and that I put pressure on him not to drink that much so he hides it) and that he will to cut down himself when he is ready.
He has made slight improvements over the last month or so (now having a day where he doesn't drink, and a day where he drink only a glass or two), but he's still lying to me and and hiding bottles.
For context, I know he's sick this often as he awakes me by stumbling to the loo, or as has done before, been sick in the kids rooms, our bed, or landing. Sleeping next to him is not relaxing.
Also for context, I may be slightly sensitive to the drinking as my father was an alcoholic later in life. I drink a few times a week, but can stop when I want.
In the times where he does try to cut down (and admittedly he tries every month or so) he is like a different person, like the person I fell in love with. So i love him when he is like this, I just feel so frustrated most of the time. And angry that my father was an alcoholic, and now my husband is (in my opinion) becoming one.
I am a naturally happy cheery person, but this is effecting me so much. What should I do? We are in stale mate. I don't want a divorce, but also I can't live my life like this. I have mentioned this to him and he takes no notice. I am so worried about the kids well being if we did separate (as they love him lots) and our house which we have just lovingly done up.
Any suggestions, thoughts, ways to go about talking to him?
Many thanks!
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bigglewig · 05/06/2020 21:32
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