I'm a lurker but I'm feeling very anxious tonight so need some reassurance.
My little boy is 2 1/2 and we have had him since he was 8months old. I won't go into details but he does not have neglect in his past. I'm not an idiot, obviously I know neglect occurs before birth but I'm trying to keep this simple and I am not sharing all the details of his history on here.
We have had no problems, we are a great match. He became part of us very quickly and attachment has actually gone very well (or has it?)
Examples of how it has gone well:
- he looks to us for comfort and let's us comfort him, often his tears stop within minutes of us holding him.
-evey morning he asks where mummy/daddy is depending on who gets him up!
-he likes us! He plays with us, shows us new things, looks for our approval.
-he isn't afraid to have a perfectly normal 2yr old tantrum with us.
-he gives us beautiful cuddles now, long cuddles that we both adore. This is when he is happy or sad, he just loves a cuddle!
-when he is upset, he will reject other family members and look for us
My one concern is he likes to hug people he has just met within 10mins of meeting them. I've observed this closely and it doesn't happen with random strangers in the supermarket. It happens with my friends, some of which he has only just met or not seen for months, within 10mins of meeting them. He will need a hug and be really quite persistent! After discussing this with family who look after him, he apparently only does this around me! They tell me that although he is friendly and sociable he does not go in for hugs with people at playgroup etc. Last week, he hugged a mum I had only just met and my mother told me that he knows that mum and has never gone in to hug her before! My friends have suggested that perhaps he takes me talking to someone as his cue that they must be ok. He also seems to do it when I'm having a conversation and he isn't the centre of attention so I wonder if it may be a way of getting attention. He has learnt quickly the positive ways to get attention. Perhaps he sees my reaction?
I'm scaring myself half silly with attachment disorders but from my research he just doesn't fit the diagnosis in other areas. He is a very happy, sociable little boy who eats, sleeps and learns well. I'm so proud of him and us!
However it is worrying me and I have no adopters to talk to. I have now made a rule that only family get hugs and will gently steer him away from friends etc. I know friends will be supportive but I also don't want to give him a complex!
Any advice? I feel like I'm doing a shit job tonight.