I'd really appreciate some advice from academics who routinely teach MA courses.
I had a false start last year. I started an MA, but completely underestimated my ability to set myself an independent study programme. Foolishly, I thought the requirement for independent study was more a demand to manage the workload without the structure of daily lectures etc, and as an Open University student with a full-time job, I knew I had the discipline to sit and study at home. I had been slightly concerned that I wouldn't know what to study (IYSWIM - sounds so stupid) but I thought in a taught MA I would get sufficient guidance to be able to progress.
In reality, I felt completely clueless, and didn't feel there was any direction forthcoming at all - but I want to emphasise that I think this is my failing, not that of the course supervisors, so please don't think this is a whinge!
Long story short, I deferred on the grounds that I wasn't managing a 32-hour week and a part-time MA very well - which was not far from the truth, as I work 32 hours a week doing an evening shift that runs into the small hours, so chronic tiredness and lack of alertness is a real factor, particularly because I've been doing it for 20 years and the effect tends to be cumulative (or I'm just getting older - also true!).
And now I'm absolutely torn whether to go back in. I can start again at the same Uni; or I can apply to a different Uni that does a similar course, but teaches in the evening, which brings its own problems but which may mean there are more people of my age (52 - being the only mature student among brand new 21-year-old graduates was, surprisingly, much more of an issue than I expected).
I know you can't make a decision for me, but if any of you have any experience on students who really struggle to have ideas as to the study programme they want to follow, any insight, any sympathy, anything to contribute on the issue of " I think I'm bright enough to do an MA, but I seem to need more help, perhaps, than normal, in deciding on my study programme", it would be great. I am really feeling the failure very keenly.
Just to be clear - I'm open to being told that an MA doesn't sound like the path for me. I just didn't want to give up without throwing out the question to a group of anonymous academics as to whether, perhaps, it's not that unusual to get stuck on this, and it can be got past.
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Should I try again to do an MA or am I just too un-independent?
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doloresthenewt · 06/06/2016 18:00
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