I’ve been on the pill since the age of 15, I’m now 26 and came off of it in December 2020. I did a load of research beforehand and the general consensus was that I was definitely going to experience the following:
- Acne
- Changes in cycle/length/heaviness of period (if you’d even get it at all for a while)
- Bad cramps
- PMS
- Deflated boobs
- Weight fluctuations
- Mood swings
- Shorter cycles
- General discomfort
- Increased sex drive
All amongst a bunch of other possibilities like hair loss, hair being more greasy, headaches.. the list goes on. Essentially, I was prepared to feel like utter shit for a little while, before my hormones balanced out and I would inevitably feel a bit more like “me”.
I’ve kept a diary since coming off the pill and I feel like absolutely none of this happened and I just don’t know what’s going on.
- Acne:
I’ve never had acne, only the occasional spot. This got worse in the last 4 months of me using the pill and since I stopped, it’s cleared up lots.)
- Changes in cycle/length/heaviness of period (if you’d even get it at all for a while):
Almost no changes to my period at all. It’s still at the same time every month so far (give or take a couple of days), the length and heaviness of it is exactly the same as before.
- Bad cramps:
Nope, I feel like they were worse before stopping the pill.
- PMS:
Not particularly, I’ve never really suffered from this and haven’t experienced any changes other than maybe feeling slightly more sensitive really every now and then, but not enough for anyone to notice.
- Deflated boobs:
I even measured - no change at all.
- Weight fluctuations:
None, I’ve weighed and measured. I put on a tiny bit of weight but that was due to eating bread at every meal for about 5 weeks over Christmas, back to normal now.
- Mood swings:
Again, not really.
- Shorter cycles:
Nope, still the same, I’ve been tracking via an app.
- General discomfort:
The only discomfort I’m experiencing is that my boobs now hurt a few days before my period, which didn’t use to happen.
- Increased sex drive:
Probably the strangest of them all. I’ve never had much of a sex drive at all but for about 3 weeks last month I was really looking forward to sex and interested in it and I was so happy about this. But now nothing?!
It sounds dumb, but I feel like I really prepared for all of the above, everyone else seems to experience it, so what’s wrong with me? Is it too soon for me to see these changes? I know I should feel very grateful that I don’t have loads of crappy symptoms but I kinda feel like something must be wrong as the majority of women (that I've read the articles of) have experienced all of the above - I kinda feel like the odd one out.
Since going on the pill, I’ve felt a little bit “numb” emotions wise, I don’t care about most things either way (the mundane, I do care about big things) so feel I don’t really have an opinion on things because I just don’t care (some people consider this being very “chill” but I just don’t know anymore), so I was kind of looking forward to seeing what the real “me” is.
Absolutely any advice, help or anything at all would be very welcome and thank you for reading this far! x