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Im sorry to jump on your thread but im new to mumsnet and dont really know how this all works. My partner left me on 1st December ( said he was struggling with things) then came back. But left again on Thursday. I feel like utter shit I am struggling to cope. No explanation just im going to my mums, I said to him you can't just leave again but he didn't respond. I got his step dad to collect some of his bits yesterday and day before and then I got a message saying, if I'd known you were gonna pack my things you could of at least said and I would of come and got them myself.
Its made me feel like its my fault now...I said to his step dad does he know your here, and he said not right now, but he knows you spoke to me about coming. I said has he mentioned what his gonna do, to which he said he had made a passing comment about getting his own place. Its thrown me because now its like I've just chucked him out. I love him with every part of me, but I know feel down I cannot have him back. He left me before too, and ive always been anxious since then wondering whether his gonna come home or not, I begged him not to leave ( not my finest hour ) and he said he wouldn't. I even said to him the day he left again...you are coming home...he said yes but then didn't. When he came back I tried so hard to make him stay, didn't make too much of a deal that he'd left previously, lovely pjs every night, tried not to mention anything for fear of him leaving, and he still went.
Im absolutely heartbroken to the point I have no idea how im going to keep going
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