Hi,
I've suffered with minor to moderate anxiety over the years. I found that after the birth of my son it ramped up significantly, the year after he was born I was plagued by it. It eased off somewhat after that but tonight it's reared its head. Racing thoughts, panic, worrying about non-events and over thinking/ruminating and allowing my brain and imagination to run riot and create scenarios to fuel my anxiety. It's like torture. Sat here taking deep breaths and waiting for it to pass.
Keep thinking things like...
What if my parents died soon, how would I cope? I'd be devastated What if one of them died suddenly in their sleep? what if something happened to my son or husband? I'd be beyond destroyed. It's like my worst fears are coming to the forefront to make me anxious.
What if my dog got off her lead during her walk and got run over? What if the wheel falls off the car while I'm driving on the motorway? What if the house sets on fire and my pets die ? What if, what if, what if......
I know all these are irrational thoughts and my silly brain is going into overdrive!
I'm also re thinking events and past embarrassments and failures and cringing about old conversations I've had where I've said the wrong thing, wishing I could turn back the clock and really over thinking everything. I've had medication in the past but seemed to make my panic worse and side effects of the meds affected me. Also had contact with IAPT but didn't find it very helpful at the time. Day time I find it easier to dismiss these silly thoughts and they don't bother me but at night i find it harder. It's helped just typing this out.
Does anyone have a similar experience or any tips at all please?
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Extreme anxiety tonight, need to tell someone!
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Sotiredallthetime99 · 13/01/2021 23:33
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