Watching 100 Vaginas earlier . I’m not sure what it is but I really don’t like my body . I’ve always had medical problems that affected me down there and was assaulted as a teenager; so that’s probably had an impact but I find myself disgusting .
It’s an all over thing, I hate my body in general, but particularly bad with my vulva - I find it’s just an ugly thing that causes me problems and pain .
I cant use tampons because I can’t put my hand there ... I can’t look in the mirror and sex is totally out of the question . I can masturbate to fall asleep sometimes but I don’t find it enjoyable per se, I don’t ever feel turned on or anything like that .
It’s almost like a part of me that I’ve detached from altogether and I don’t know how to fix that . I spoke to a GP once who suggested buying a vibrator but I’m not sure that’s going to make any difference at all !
I feel terrible for posting this on here as it seems so TMI but it’s playing on my mind and not sure who else can talk to really .
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I find myself revolting
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ihatemyvulva · 16/09/2020 00:12
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