I just can't control my eating.
Have had disordered eating for as long as I can remember. Never seen a doctor for it. Well general GP who just tells me to join Wright watchers etc...
I was a normal size at 20. After my first kid I went up to about 13 stone.
15 years later I'm now almost 16 stone.
I've lost 1.5 stone though a shake replacement diet but now I've just fell off the wagon.
This morning I've had.
3 kit kats
A curry pastie
4 jammy dodgers
Once I start I just CANNOT stop myself. Its like I try and fill this emptyness with food but it never works.
I can't do this anymore.
I always lose a stone or 2 and put it all back on.
I can't do it.
I binge. Vomit. Starve myself (600cals) or binge and don't purge gaining weight.
I never have a steady pattern
I've tried
Slimfast
Keto
VLCDs
Weight watchers
Slimming world
All of it.
Why am I like this :(
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I'm going to die fat.
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MrsFattyBumBum · 09/10/2019 11:49
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