Given you've been to a&e 30 times in the last year, you must have other very serious health conditions too. How do they affect your wheelchair use or do you need that solely because of the ME? Have the other conditions had an impact on the ME and what are they?
Yeah. I've Myasthenia Gravis which likely was dormant for years and waiting for a consultant to sign off on Post Cholecystectomy Syndrome/Biliary Colic.
The wheelchair was purchased for the ME. To give you an idea of the fatigue, it takes roughly 45 minutes to go to the docs including travelling. I will sleep for at least 12 hours afterwards, that's with someone pushing me.
I've also a gaggle of mental health issues - anxiety, depression, PTSD and cPTSD.
I always think it’s absurd that anyone would think people with ME are lazy spongers just pretending for the benefits. For one things like PIP are virtually impossible to get.
It's compounded by a couple of things. Being classified as a psychological condition for so long, and being a diagnosis of exclusion (although I've never been tested for Lyme or Lupus and show characteristics of both).
I do receive PIP. I was refused DLA and won convincingly at appeal. Transitioned to PIP a year later and they are currently doing my three year review.
It doesn't help when twats like Ricky Gervais stand on a stage and make a joke of ME. The fatigue is so debilitating and sleep doesn't relieve it. Feel like a zombie a lot of the time.
Sounds like your DP is lovely. That makes such a difference. Sorry to hear about your self harm too (been there). Do you think much about your pre-illness life? In good spells I don’t, in relapses like at the moment I do a lot. The grief is sometimes overwhelming. So much given up it often feels horrific.
She is an absolute star. She has very severe issues herself, including being registered blind. Oh my god, do I think about it, it's so frustrating. Even when I perform a minor action things start stacking up. It's not fun being in persistent, chronic, pain with no energy. Sorry to hear about your SH too
- As a man with ME, how do you feel about the fact that ME is largely dismissed by GPs as female hysteria?
Have you seen Unrest?*
Angry. Fucked off, Astounded. Saddened. Emotional. Yet another persecution of women. Bullshit disabilism is what it is.
Although, as a man, I've encountered much of the same vitriol. One doctor told me that "everybody gets tired sometimes". Another "you can not possibly be in so much pain".
I have seen Unrest, yes. As a comparison to Jen, I'm a little worse.
Thanks for your posts .