Fat help!

[Swimmingalong]

I am due to return to work next month, after two maternity leaves in quick succession. I am so fat, though, and I'm a secondary school teacher, and worried I won't be able to pull off the bluff of being confident feeling like I !

Every evening, I plan to start a new diet the next day, and every morning I eat crap and fail before the days even begun! I really don't know what's wrong with me, but I am so fed up and demotivated with it. I've spent my whole life on a diet, and the thought of dragging my sorry self to WW or Slimming World again makes me feel sick! I can't even decide what diet to do, let alone actually do it!!

So I suppose my question is, has anyone ever felt like this and managed turn it around? And if so, how? X

[Emz449]

Have you tried My fitness pal? It's essentially calorie counting and theres a thread in this section that myself and a lovely group of people frequently post on, you should come and join us