My mum had mental health isssues and while my dad was a user of speed he tried very hard to make sure I saw very little. He was always there for me and sometimes It felt like It was just him and me. .When I was 15 he had amphetamine pychosis and ended up hurting my mum physically and I had to step in.
After that he refused to see me as I was better off without him and he didnt want to hurt me again. I feel he earned the right to walk me down the aisle he sounds like a abusive drug user but he was a good dad and was always there when I needed him and he Did take care of me.
But he wont be coming to the wedding. Sorry for depressing post in such a happy topic but I had to tell someone How I feel.