Hi all. I know there have been quite a few threads, but I'd really appreciate some advice from the Mumsnet staffroom.
I'm one year out of my NQT year, and finding it really hard. I enjoy my subject, love thinking of ways to teach it. I get involved in quite a bit at school. Sometimes I think I love my job, but most days its hell.
I think I've narrowed the hell down to two things:
- The ever changing goal posts of new initiatives and criteria and measurements and observations and assessment and so forth... Its so depressing to go home every day feeling like I just can't do it all!
- Behaviour management is a struggle - I find the students rude and ungrateful. I am quite a sensitive person, so I tend to take things personally. I've previously been advised that "they're only children and they don't mean it" view, but I still get quite upset when they are rude!
So my question is this... Given the two issues above, do you think I should consider trying a different school in September? or should I give up the idea of teaching altogether?
I really worry that I am just not tough enough for it - should I be able to ignore the rudeness to a certain extent? Not ignore it completey iykwim, but not take it personally? Is it even possible to learn that?
This has turned out longer than I intended, so thank you for reading this far! Any advice greatly appreciated - please ask if anything is unclear.