Background - a few years ago I found out, by accident, that EXH was using prostitutes and had a massive porn habit. It was a terrible shock, I was a completely trusting person before this. He denied it, had an answer for everything and we stayed together until a couple of years ago when I knew he was doing the same but didn’t want my concerns dismissed again and got some hard evidence off his phone/email before kicking him out. I've been very happily single ever since.
We have two kids DD18 and DS15. I have been very, very lucky with both of them but something has started with DS and, maybe because of what happened with my ex, I think I’ve handled it badly. DS and I talk a lot, about everything, but I’m realising now not about the important stuff and I feel I’m losing him a bit. I bought him a phone last Xmas. He didn’t ask for one or want one but it was easier for me to keep in touch with him if he was out or at EXHs. He mostly plays games and keeps in touch with friends on playstation network. He isn’t allowed to take it to bed but I suspect he does at EXH. A couple of nights ago I noticed he was scrolling through instagram. I asked him about it and he says he wasn’t but was a bit weird about it. He’s on my itunes account so I can see that he’s recently downloaded twitter, instagram, pinterest, snapchat... I asked him again, said I didn’t want to follow him or anything, but just wanted him to know about being safe - he’s really opinionated and I can imagine him arguing with trolls, or perhaps becoming one. Still denied it. So I checked his phone, he set it up himself but used the same passcode as my phone so he knows I can access if I want to but I don’t. I found out that he’s set up a fake email account under a woman’s name (actually it’s [fakename]fuckable@xxx) and has set up fake accounts on most platforms as this person. He's deleted his tweets but I think they were mainly about gaming/news. On Instagram he's pretending he lives in India for some weird reason. He’s following a lot of scantily clothed women, pornbots and some older girls I recognise from his school. His Pins on pinterest are all half naked women and he has lots and lots of sexually explicit screenshots saved. His internet searches are wiped. That was just a couple of minutes of looking.
I was so confused and afraid that I hid his phone and said he wouldn't be getting it back until I knew what was going on. I said I don’t have a problem with him being on there (he’s 15! DD was on FB at 11) but he should do it as himself and not pretend to be someone else. I just wanted him to talk to me about it but he completely denied being on any of them and I said “well why are you posting as xx then” and he said he didn’t know what I was talking about. I had to stop myself from showing him what was on his phone but he must know I’ve checked it - it’s the only way I could find that out - and will never trust me again.
I’m having horrible flashbacks to the years of not trusting Exh and checking phones and pockets and I just don’t want DS to grow up like him. The children don't know the real reason we split. I've never once checked DDs phone but she follows me and all of my friends and family as soon as she signs up for anything! He's so secretive in comparison and I feel like I've just made everything worse.
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user1473183693 · 06/09/2016 19:08
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