Thanks Claybury for sharing your experience. I am sorry to hear that it has been difficult with your DS too. I hope things improve for you soon. It is difficult when they make choices which we can see are harmful and they can't.
I am quite new to the attitude of 'open communication' with my DS about this, and not freaking out/dishing out consequences. I only found the empty bags of grass a few days ago and I suppose I am still digesting it (not the weed, but the realisation) However he clearly is relieved to be able to talk about it - we even found ourselves discussing prices, where it comes from and what kinds of weed they smoke as if we were discussing any random thing. It is still a bit surreal, but it feels right at the moment to keep my cool, I feel I have to in order to keep him safe. We also talked about legal highs and other drugs. His attitude is very much against any chemical or stronger drugs, however it is one step closer still... If I went to the police/school/ other parents he would shut me out too, and as I am the only parent/adult relative (around here) he has, I feel it is all down to me to manage him and keep him safe. Therefore I need him to talk to me.
Back in December when I first got a suspicion, I contacted the other parents, however nothing was finalised/we never found any thing out. He was grounded for two weeks and had drug tests for a few months. He told me he hadn't smoked in December and that he only started recently (in the last few weeks). He had a spell of experimenting with drink a month or so ago, it was a horrendous time and I found myself phoning the police reporting him missing and we ended up in A&E at 1am. He seems to have removed himself from that group of friends now and moved to the 'smokers' camp instead! I am not contacting the other parents as the 'smokers' are kids who I either don't know their parents and as far as I know have been doing it for a while. He is very sociable and knows a lot of people, it is hard to keep track, but I am concerned that he is mixing and mingling with so many new people at the moment. The Primary School cliques seem to be splitting and changing for them at the moment. Also there are a lot of Year 9's who have started drinking/smoking. I am crossing every part of me that this will be another 'short-ish' experimental phase and that he will calm down soon, as this is killing me.
He's usually out with friends whenever he can, but tonight he came home early and asked to watch a film together. He is now asleep on the couch next to me and I wonder how my little baby boy turned into this tall, 'grown up', risk taking, smarty pant teenager. I just hope to God he finds his way through these teenage years in one piece
I also believe that most 13/14 year olds don't smoke dope. I would love to have the 'problem' the author of the article had. I would be really proud of my DS/DD if they turned drugs down.